Before My Death, Or My Last Goodbye To You
There’s nothing left I can live for,
I haven’t chosen my right door.
I’m so alone, I’m tired to fight.
I’m walking through this endless night.
And I can’t see sunlight around,
I’ll never find you in the crowd.
And I shall never find your eyes…
Now I know – everything was lies.
My life’s not life, my life is death.
And you can take my final breath…
I know, there’s no reason to try.
It is my fate – to love and cry.
My heart is burning, like in Hell.
I want to tell you – I can’t tell…
Don’t wanna love, don’t wanna feel…
I know, that everything’s unreal.
What do I live for in this world?
My heart is yours, my soul is sold.
But you don’t need my love, my tears…
Oh, I’m so killed by all my fears…
No, I can’t see you anymore!
I want to heal my aching sore.
Yes, I have found one right way.
I’ll never see tomorrow’s day…
So, you just know – I won’t forget…
No, I don’t need no one’s regret.
My love won’t die tonight with me –
It’s spirit always will be free…
I’m here, above the emptiness…
Somebody, please, I need your bless!
Now there is no way to return…
And now I know, it is my turn.
See you once more, before I die…
I see your face, your farewell smile…
I know – it’s only in my mind.
And soon I’ll leave all pain behind…
Without your love I couldn’t live…
And I was sure – I had to leave…
No one will cry about my doom.
And you will never find my tomb…